I am Jehovah's witness in good standing and I am homeless in america why is that hard to believe?

do you think if god loves you that you will get a house a car and Job money that's the prosperity doctrine. are you saying that you think the bride of the christ rides in a limo? I am near death always, just like all the 144000 I have been a target for demons and yet because i am bitten by rats you say god does not love me? I say he allows me to go through more pain than he would you because it is his will. do you really think that the slave is treated better than their master? my life mirrors the lord's. Why is it incomprehensible to my own people who were taught this? you are my friends, you are my people and i am who I say I am, Just ask Jehovah god, or better yet, don't wait till the new system of things, ask Jehovah if this is so, He loves to reveal his work to those who can appreciate it,